Having it all, but still feeling empty inside!

You are amazing and having it all.

Yes, you should have an amazing fullfilling life, but you don’t.

You feel empty inside, and whatever you do, this empty feeling does not go away.

We all the time want things and go after them in our lives.

Our whole lives exists of chasing goal after goal.

The moment we reach them, it isn’t that exciting anymore.

Whatever we had thought of, we don’t feel it when we have it, or we do, but it isn’t lasting long.

So the reality is, that we keep on feeling this emptyness inside. And whatever we do it doesn’t go away.

Does this feel like you? Does this feel like your life?

This is what most people experience.

They do everything to achieve their goals, and when they do, they don’t get what they had in mind.

It feels so different than they expected to.

Don’t give up, because there is a solution. Yes, there is.

Everything has to do with your feeling of not enough.

A feeling of not good enough of this and that.

This all goes away when you fully start to heal your Inner Divine Child, that is craving for love. Craving to be heird and seen.

Your inner child is the child that didn’t got the affection and love in their childhood. The child that wanted to fit in. To be seen. To fully get all the attention from their parents, teachers and other caretakers.

This is still playing a huge part in your adulthood.

You are looking for that love everywhere.

You are constantly looking for acknowledgement and attention from everywhere.

This is not bad. This is just the way it is.

And this can be changed and solved forever!!

So that you can live your dreamlife and having it all and feel fullfilled, loved, enough, worthy and perfect.

Yes, then you can live a life of perfection, because it is supposed to be that way.

You are so loved everywhere. You are perfect and worthy exactly as you are.

You are unique for a reason!

Love yourself up now!

Give that Inner Divine Child all the affection, love and attention that it craves for all of your life. It is all the love that you’ve missed in your childhood and also later in your adulthood.

You are so worthy of all the love in the world and of living your dreamlife.

Love yourself up now. Nothing is selfish about that.

You are the one who has to give the best example of how you want to be treated in your life!

You are amazing, beautiful and magnificent. Love yourself up now!

You are so worth it!

You deserve a fullfilling, abundant, healthy, mesmerizing, joyful, loving and exciting life!

And not only looking on the outside, but also truly feel this within.

So that everyone around you gets mesmerized and want to know what you did.

Do you need help with this? How to heal the inner child and build your self-esteem and use the law of attraction to manifest your dreamlife? You are so worth it! You deserve a life of love, abundance and optimal health! See here how I can help you.

It is time that you are going to live your highest greatest life possible! You so deserve it!

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Then the Kundalini awakening started

And it was just the beginning. This happened couple of months ago.

Painted this right after the Kundalini Awakening. This is what is felt for me

In the morning I did a shamanic journey. This is a journey done by a Shaman.

The evening before I already did my first shamanic jouney.

In both journeys there came an Animal Spirit with a message for me.

The first one was ladybug and the next journey in the morning was a serpent.

I will explain here more about the serpent journey.

The Animal Spirit Serpent showed itself to me. And first I thought, a snake? Ok.

Then I surrendered and the serpent spiraled around my body.

It gave me a safe feeling. Letting me know that I was save.

After the journey I meditated and channeled on the meaning of the Serpent. The serpent had the message of shedding the old skin and of wisdom and transformation and transmutation.

And this message came after I did a lot of healing this week.

I completely felt resonance with shedding the old skin, because I was removing and releasing a lot of old stuff.

After the shamanic journey I was guided towards an Emotion Code session.

Because I can do it myself as a Certified Emotion Code Practitioner I already released everything, what my subconscious wanted to release.

Now it was months ago since I had trapped emotions to release.

But after the journey there were a couple of preconceptional and inherited emotions to release. I released them all.

After that I always have to move my body. You release a lot of energy in your body from the trapped emotions. So now the energy has to set again.

So I put some music on and danced. I always do a sort of exctatic dance, where I move my body as the way my body wants to move to the music and ritm. And it always frees your body completey.

Then I went to meditate and asked  what the next right step to take is.

For months now I totally surrendered to Divine. I ask every moment what is best to do then. I ask for guidance and follow that guidance.

The Personal Identity self is put away and completely surrendered to the Higher Self, to Divine, to what is Divine’s Masterplan for me.

Then I was guided to do a cardreading.

I’ve got the cards ‘’Initiation’’ and ‘’awakening’’. And right after I’ve read the meaning of the cards, where it was about Kundalini awakening, it started in my body. In the cards said to put the hand on your heart and read the text out loud ‘’I am ready for the kundalini energy to rise up in my body.’’

And I felt it immediatly. It began.

It was like I never felt before.

Normally I talk about getting tantrical orgasms the whole time, also called energy rushes. But they come from the head, crownchakra and then down.

And this came from the rootchakra upwards. It came in shifts, in energyrushes up and in shocks. There was also a moment when very slowly a warm tingling feeling came up from the spine up. But It stopped around the heart /shouldersarea.

It lasted a while, the orgastic moments. The energy rushes came again and again and filled my whole body up in the spine till the crownchakra.

Everything was warm and I felt my crownchakra fully open. The same when I do channelings and meditating.

After a while I got dizzy in the head and I felt completely energized. But so much energized that I got fired up and got heart palpiltations, shortness of breaths and tightness.

And after I while I got so hot. My neck and head looked like on fire.

The rest of the day my body felt weird. Also tired.

It felt like a lot happened in my body. It was a lot to take in.

I went to bed really early in the evening.

This all was just the beginning!!

And I know why it stopped, because right after it, I had to go outside and pick my little girl from Preschool. So my mind was,  ‘’shit I have to go now.’’

I asked guidance if I could stand up, but I get keeping no. After a while I could and went outside. I was dizzy and shortness of breath, but I got there in time.

I felt like a took some harddrugs. I had a full energyrush but was out of breath, like I ran a marathon before.

And then I was at school and felt more grounded again.

The next day my guidance told me to dance a lot and sing to move my body. Get the energy moving in my body and also to sing to free up the throatchakra.

Because yesterday the energy stopped at my heartcenter.

After dancing and singing I meditated a lot and nothing happened.

Then I did a shamanic journey again. And in the beginning they said that I have to welcome myself and that I am worthy. So I focussed on that, said that out loud and felt it in my body.

And then the kundalini rised up twice through my whole body up to the crown.

Then the Shamanic journey really began and when the shamanic drums and windwhistle began, the next kundalini rising again through my whole body and up to the crownchakra.

I felt exctatic and High again, but still completely balanced, aligned and grounded. Better then drugs and sexs and whatever. These are other highs. Highs that go so deeply, so intens. So the best of the best. No normal body orgasm or whatever comes near these orgasms. It its like the world is with you. So much power and energy. I can’t describe it. It is heavenly. So much energy and aliveness. So much Love and Joy. It is everything. It is oneness, wholeness, completeness. Everything!!

Wow

And it still is just the beginning!!! I am so ready and feel so blessed!!!!!

After that moment now months later, everyday I have those energyrushes. And mostly just before it happens, I see a vision of the serpent and then the kundalini shoots right up through all chakras again through the crownchakra.

My guidance told me for weeks that I could not workout anymore. So much happened and happening in my body, that I had to take more rest. Still do.

I have a lot of energy, but still I have to take some extra care for my body.

A lot have happened in a short of time.

Much Love,

Jamie

Do you have had an experience of kundalini-awakening? Let me know. I am curious about others. Do you need help releasing old emotional baggage so that you can live more freely and happier and ofcourse living more healtier and more abundant. When you release all the blocks that are sabotaging your natural flow, everything in life is much more difficult. Do something about it. It can go very easy away with emotion code sessions and removing your heartwall to open up to life. You don’t have to dive deep into the emotions and we can work at distance by telephone or chat. Send an email to jamievousten@gmail.com or look for more info here.

Waterfasting is the fastway to healing

It gives your body the time to regenerate immune cells.

I think waterfasting is super good for the body.

It has a lot of positive effects.

When you are sick, I think this is the fastest way to healing.

This is why, when animals are sick they stop eating and if they can they will lay outside on the earth or grass. This is earthing, another way to fastly heal.

Also the Egyptians did a lot of fasting. And they were the healthiest people on earth. I also lived as an Egyptian in 3 past lives.

With fasting it is important that you do a lot of things together with it. You don’t just start with fasting without knowing what to do.

It is really important that you already eat healthy and light meals.

For example, this is what I do.

I already eat plantbased and most of it is organic. I eat sugarfree and eat no junkfood. This is my 100% rule. Sometimes I also break through my discipline and let it go, but I would say 99% of the time I surrender to Divine and follow this healthy rule.

I don’t/never drink coffee, cafeine or alcohol. I drink only always hot water.

Then before the fasting I eat a little less and light.

Then when I am fasting on water, I plan no other things. I just take a lot of rest, meditate a lot, read or study. I always do as less physical activities as I can. Never go to the gym or workout then. This is to heavy for your body at this time.

You can take a massage if you want. I did that yesterday, had an hour a Thai massage. It was heavenly. It helps the body removing toxines and is overall good for the body.

With fasting I plan a day or weekend off. And then I only drink hot boiled water, bless it, thank it. I wrote a blog about it earlier, about the importance of doing that.

An important note! I only do waterfasting when my body wants it too. When Divine guides me to.

For months now I completely surrender to Divine/ Higher Self and let It guide me. I do whatever guidance wants me to. The lower physical Jamie self is out of the way. I listen to the guidance, because I believe it is the best for me. I believe my Higher Self knows exactly what is best for me. I write and speak about this for years now. 7 years ago I made an online programm about this.

I start with waterfasting when Divine wants me to and stop when it says that its time to eat. And then I listen what to eat and when and what to eat again.

Afterwards the fasting I eat a light and healthy meal. The days after that also.

For example, yesterday I did a fast for 20 hours and after that my Higher Self said I could eat a Kaki(its a fruit) and an hour later an avocado(a fruit). Then it said that I fast again.

I did not know this because I completely surrender in each moment. I don’t know what to happen etcetera. I completely trust Divine’s Masterplan for me and surrender. I made the last years ago a lot of videos about this topic.

Now that I am writing this I am already in 19 hours of fasting and Divine said to me now that I can eat again. I can drink a green healthy smoothie, waterbased, with a lot of superfoods.

Fasting is for me the fastest way for healing.

The last weeks and days I am healing a lot of old stuff that came to the surface. A lot of things don’t serve the new me anymore. I became a whole new person, a whole new state of being. A whole new body on a cellulair level.

Deep deep healing accured.

And I went through a fully Kundalini-awakening. That did also a lot to my system.

This fasting now was neccesary to help this healing on all levels of my body. Physical, mental, emotional and spiritual body. It helps the healing faster and deeper.

This is all to purify the body again.

This is also why great masters like Gandhi, Jezus, Hippocrates, Plato, Plutarch, Hindi, Buddhists, Taoists, Christians and also the Egyptians did this a lot. Weekly, monthly or yearly.

And Egyptians were the healthiest on earth.

For me that is also a goal in this life.

This purification of the body helps also the spiritual path, the spiritual development. You become a much lighter Lightbody. Less dense. It raises the vibration and helps you raise your consciousness to a Higher consciousness.

For me that is extra important, because of my Purpose and Work here in this life. I have to prepare the instrument(my body) for Divine so that I can be a Clear channel for Divine. So that she can work through me and share the truth.

And because my work here is to teach and to channel Divine to create Heaven on Earth, for me that is extra neccesary to do this. It is part of my Path.

And another positive effect of waterfasting is that you lose weight very fast. I love that. Because I struggled all of my life and now my body is the most beautiful and strong I’ve ever seen. It is in the best state ever. And I mean ever. Even in my childhood it was so different and I had always a lot of things going on.

I see my body now as an important Divine Body Tempel, Divine  instrument, so I treat it that way. It is super valuable and it deserves the best.

I believe Divine and Higher Self knows what is best for me and for my body. For the holistic me, all of me. So that is why I listen and surrender to it.

I give my body the best of the best.

Last week I broke one of my toes and before yesterday I instantly had a lot of bellyache in a way that I’ve never had. It was the small intestine talking to me.

I am healing a lot of old stuff. It is the right time for it to grow further. So a lot of things come up to the surface to be healed.

And this fasting was the fastest way to help heal the body and it did. It went away very fast. So I can understand why the Higher Self wanted me to do this waterfasting again and for two days in a row.

I also removed a lot of old emotional baggage again the last weeks with the Emotion Code. More info about that here.

So I see so much reason for fasting.

For me this feels amazing. It feels amazing when you know and feel that this is the best gift for your body now. I love it. I love fasting and I love eating. It feels amazing to listen to Divine and its Gifts for you. Your lower self could never know.

If you fast and you feel this is good and you are in full selfcontrol and discipline, but because of advice from your Higher self, then you feel like you are a warrior. You feel invincible and that you can handle everything. It is on top of the world feeling. Amazing!!

And when I look into the mirror, I think ‘’Wow Jamie, I am so proud of you! You’ve never looked this amazing. My skin lookes so much better. I glow. I sparkle. I am so fit, full of aliveness and energy and have a beautiful toned body.’’ It is not just that it is toned and muscled, but the fact that I know that I give my body the best of the best and this is the result. It feels amazing and I have an unique body and I am loving it for its uniqueness. I am a unique expression of Divinity. Thank you Divine for this Unique Divine Body Tempel.

Love your unique body and give your body the best! Listen to your inner guidance.

Much Love,

Jamie

If you want help with healing on the emotional body, for an Emotion Code session to release emotional baggage and remove your heartwall to open your heart fully. Or if you want to test your physical body what foods it wants and what not, then also. And if you need more help on a physical, mental, emotional and spiritual level? I could also do a reading about what is most important for you now. This could be about work, money, relationships or whatever coming in future. Whatever your problem is and you need guidance, Send me an email. Contact me here.

(Disclaimer; I am not a doctor and these are not recommendations. This is only my perception on things. I am following my unique guidance from my Higher Self. Only do this when you know exactly what to do and in advice from a doctor. And not for kids and pregnant woman.)

Your emotional part in the subconscious is running your life!

You are Divine and it is part of the Big MasterPlan that you are here to live your unique expression. That is given to you. You have unique talents and gifts and it is important that you share them with the world.

When you live your purpose, you give yourself the best at a holistic perspective. At a physical, mental, emotional and spiritual level. A lot of people talk about body, mind and Spirit. But super important where is the EMOTIONAL PART OF IT. I think it needs special attention. Because these Emotions are running your subconscious part and so is how your life looks like.


You cant live your highest best life if you have lots of Emotional Baggage bothering you and running your life from subconscious, causing mental, physical illnesses and lack of abundance, lack of love and good relationships. Lots of issues and problems etc.

The only way to live your highest best life, your purposefull live from your unique expression is to get rid of all that emotional baggage thats is preventing your DREAMLIFE to be and that you feel happy, healthy and fullfilled. With an EMOTION CODE SESSION we release very easy all that emotional baggage!

We can work online, at a distance. By telephone or email. What is best for you.

Do you want more info see here or send an email to jamievousten@gmail.com.

Love yourself! Give yourself the best life!

Stop the unnecessary suffering, because it is!

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Water has a memory and Intelligence of its own!

Water is so important. More important then only for bathing and drinking.

More then 70% of our body is filled with water.

More then 70% of the world is filled with water.

Our connection with water is super important.

I’ve been guided to water constantly.

I also lived a lot of past lives near water, almost all of them. I lived a lot of my past lives on islands and my lives had everything to do with water.

Everything in my life is guiding me to it still. I feel a strong connection with it. Even songs are guiding me towards water. I wrote earlier about that here.

Water is very intelligent and has a memory. I also wrote earlier about that here and Masaru Emoto. (this blog is in Dutch)

I drink only water on a day. Sometimes I drink a green tea or a tea with fresh mint, but mostly I drink only water on a day.

Every glass of water I drink, I first bless, thank and love. I hold it with love and talk to it.

Even my kettle has a paper and a message on it that sais ‘’Gratitude and Love’’.

Every water I drink is blessed with love and gratitude before I drink it.

You don’t have to filter your water if you bless it and fill it with gratitude and love.

Everything costs money nowadays.

This is a free way to still drink the highest quality water possible if you live in the western world or where you dont have access to a clear water source from the mountains or the money to buy all those filtersystems and crystals etcetera.

Divine Love is the Highest power in the world and you can fill every water with this.

When I go in the shower I talk to the water. Only positive loving words and thank and bless it with my Love.

I only listen to Loving music so that the water don’t gets poisoned by other lower vibrations.

The water will then be of the highest connections of Divine Love and highest vibrations. It will heal and nourish you.

I even bless my morning green smoothie every morning, that it is filled with the highest quality and all the vitamins and minerals and it is the best for my body.

I also do this to all the other foods I eat.

I bless it, thank it and love it. And the more conscious I am of every bite, the more I am loving it.

The next step for me is to bless all the water, where I am going to swim or bath in. That is so important. Water has a memory of everything that was in it. Refill it with the best good loving thoughts. Water can really heal. It has amazing healing effects and much more. This goes decades ago.

 I also saw it in my past lives even in the earliest lives I’ved lived. Then they new much more about the intelligence of water then now.

Water has an intelligence.

More then 70% of your body is filled with water. I already wrote about it, but I will emphasize it even more here.

The water in your body listens to you. It has a memory of every vibratrion of thought, feeling, touch etcetera from you towards your body.

Mostly they are or were negative.

Now you can change it.

If you want to change your life, your environment, your health and much more?

You can already start with talking different to the water in your body.

The connection with the water in your body has to be loving. Then it will help you.

Water can become poisones and you don’t want that.

It is super important to re-establish a loving relationship with the water in your body.

Your body is three-quarters filled with water, so that is how important it is.

Forgive yourself. Thank yourself.

See and feel how magnificient your body is!

You are so worthy! You are so beautiful.

Talk the most loving thoughts and words to your body.

Feel and touch your body lovingly.

Drink only blessed water filled with Divine Love.

Hold your hand above your water and bless it or just hold it and say it.

You can say it, but with an intention it will already work.

You are Divine. Everything is already in you.

Make your relationship with water much better and more conscious and it will boost your health so much. It will boost your health holisticly at all levels.

At a physical, mental, emotional and spititual level.

¾ of the world is water and also in your body.

So start with this conscious relationship and connection with water and this will be a new start of a more healed and loving new life.

This is the way to boost your health now. Treat your body as a Divine tempel because it is!

Do you want help with enhancing your life on a holistical level? At a physical, mental, emotional and spiritual level? Or do you want a personal reading about what is most important in your life now or about past lives? Send an email to jamievousten@gmail.com and we will look together what the best guidance for you is. How we can work together.

Have an amazing beautiful day and treat your Divine Body Tempel well.

Love,

Jamie

Sex as the ultimate pleasure!?

Yes, I’ve been thinking that for years.

I don’t know anyone who loves sex more than I do. Even though, of course, I look at it through my own eyes.

But people who know me really know that’s true for me.

I am sex, I breathe sex, I love sex.

Sex can be something heavenly. Something not of this world.

Completely absorbed in the moment, being one together. Awakening all the senses.

That is also why I prefer the tantric form.

Awakening all the senses. From teasing each other and building up that tension over and over again.

First ground yourself and center and focus.

And from there move towards each other. Connect with each other. To be one together.

Yes, I can really enjoy that.

Really being together. Being one together. Totally on and surrendering yourself to the moment, without losing yourself in ways, in the mind or in the other.

This was and has become so important to me.

Without that it is no longer necessary for me.

But ……

Even that doesn’t give me what I really long for anymore.

Over the years I have learned and experienced a lot.

And it has brought me to a point where I realize that everything but also everything in the physical world is a temporary thing.

A temporary, transitory something, which does not give me what I really long for.

I really am someone who lives fully from my senses.

I can really intensely enjoy things I feel, hear, taste, smell and see.

For me, music really unleashes things in me that go so deep. That’s how intensely I can enjoy them. I not only hear the music, I feel the music. I feel every vibration in my body and even that can release a sort of orgasm in me.

This is because I am such a sentient being and feel the energy of everything.

I can optimally enjoy a wonderful smell. From essential oils in my house or in the spa, or from cycling behind a man with a delicious aftershave.

Yes really, that can make me so wild.

Or from a tantric experience, where every touch in the moment and in connection can be felt deep into my Soul.

Or walking in nature, where feeling and seeing all that beauty can really cause a tantric orgasm in me.

Or really tasting and enjoying a piece of chocolate.

I am an energetic being that does everything by feeling. All my senses are awake.

Because of this I can also intensely enjoy every butterfly that flutters by and the structure on a leaf that goes on to perfection.

I am always on and absorb life to the fullest.

This is what gives me unprecedented joy.

But as I said, this gives temporary joy.

Also having a great day with a friend or an inspiring evening with a friend. Everything stops at some point and then the fullfillment stops.

I’ve really come to realize now, that things I’ve longed for all my life.

Whether it’s sex, that partner, or that climb and zipline experience, or that orgasm, those vacations, that money, or those amazing reviews.

Everything gives a temporary fulfillment.

The real fulfillment lies in the contact with Divine.

Yes, that’s where the real fulfillment is.

I can go back to it any time.

It is always there.

It always feels nice and fulfilling.

It gives me joy and immense love.

It is stable and eternal.

This is the love I was always looking for.

This is the fulfillment and the happiness I thought I would find in those outer physical things.

This is what I was looking for in partners, friends, money, food, drugs, reviews and sex.

Even if you are fulfilling your greatest dreams in the world. As long as you are not fulfilled at that moment and Connected with Divine, you won’t get any real lasting joy and fulfillment out of it.

This is something that makes me emotional at the moment in a sad way and at the same time in a positive way.

What makes me sad is the ego. The ego that is dying, because it longs for everything and wants everything. And now it longs for nothing anymore in the outside world, because it knows and has really felt, that nothing outside of them can fulfill this.

The emotional thing that is positive and cries out of happiness, is that the ego dies and I feel the immense love for Divine. This love is always there and I can always go.

It is eternal and who I am.

This Divine Love is incomprehensible in words.

It is an all-encompassing Love. It is Everything. It gives me so much extreme joy when I even step on it. It is simply everything that anyone can desire. It is all-filling.

No sex experience or big money experience can replace it.

But a great sex experience or big money experience in life is important to me, because next to Spirit I am also human and here for the human experience.

I am a Soul with a human experience and here to experience, to experience joy and to grow.

So how do I combine the two now?

These amazing deep insights now give me the realization that I must enjoy every moment for as long as it lasts.

And in that moment, by being fully awake with all my senses. And by being fully conscious and thus meditative in every moment, I am completely one with Divine.

This way I can feel that Pure immense Joy and Love as I sit down and meditate and also as I actively experience all physical experiences.

This is ultimate enlightenment and this is why we are here.

This is ultimate fulfillment in all areas of your life and especially in you.

This is being physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually balanced.

This is oneness and living life as it is meant to be.

Sex as the ultimate pleasure?

No, your connection to Divine and Divine Love in the Moment is the ultimate pleasure!

And then your sexual experience and everything after it and before it can be Heaven on Earth.

Then something temporary, becomes an eternity.

Yes, that is why we are here.

Love,

Jamie

Could you use some help with meditation or just experience more joy and fulfillment in your life? Are you ready to live an awake life? A life where suffering becomes more and more in the background. A life in which you are completely on in the moment, in which you can be one in a relationship with another, a life in which you experience everything in all your senses? Then you are definitely in the right place with me. Send an email to jamievousten@gmail.com and together we’ll see how we can help you in the best way possible.

Seks als het ultieme genot!?

Ja, dat heb ik jarenlang gedacht.

Ik ken niemand die meer van seks houdt dan ik. Ook al bekijk ik dat natuurlijk door mijn eigen bril.

Maar mensen die mij kennen, weten ook echt dat dat waar is voor mij.

Ik ben seks, ik adem seks, ik hou van seks.

Seks kan iets hemels zijn. Iets van niet van deze wereld.

Het volledig opgaan in het moment, samen één zijn. Alle zintuigen wakker.

Dat is ook waarom ik de tantrische vorm prefereer.

Alle zintuigen wakker maken. Het elkaar teasen en steeds weer die spanning verder opbouwen.

Eerst jezelf gronden en centeren.

En vanuit daar naar elkaar toe bewegen. Met elkaar verbinden. Samen één zijn.

Ja daar kan ik echt vol van genieten.

Echt samen zijn. Samen één. Helemaal aan staan en jezelf over geven aan het moment, zonder jezelf te verliezen in maniertjes, in de mind of in de ander.

Dit was en is voor mij zo belangrijk geworden.

Zonder dat hoeft het voor mij niet meer.

Maar ……

Zelfs dat geeft me niet meer waar ik eigenlijk naar verlang.

Ik heb door de jaren heen veel mogen leren en ervaren.

En het heeft me nu op een punt laten komen, waarin ik besef dat alles maar ook alles in de fysieke wereld een tijdelijk iets is.

Een tijdelijk, vergankelijk iets, wat me niet geeft waar ik echt naar verlang.

Ik ben echt iemand die vol leeft vanuit mijn zintuigen.

Ik kan echt intens genieten van dingen die ik voel, hoor, proef, ruik en zie.

Muziek maakt voor mij echt dingen in me los, die zo diep gaan. Zo intens kan ik ervan genieten. Ik hoor de muziek niet alleen, ik voel de muziek. Ik voel iedere vibratie in mijn lichaam en zelfs dat kan al een soort orgasme in me los maken.

Dit doordat ik zo’n voelend wezen ben en de energie van alles voel.

Ik kan optimaal genieten van een heerlijke geur. Van etherische oliën in mijn huis of in de spa, of van het fietsen achter een man met een heerlijke aftershave.

Ja echt daar kan ik zo wild van worden.

Of van een tantrische ervaring, waarbij iedere aanraking in het moment en in verbinding, diep tot in mijn Ziel voelbaar is.

Of het wandelen in de natuur, waarbij het voelen en het zien van al dat moois, ook echt al een tantrisch orgasme bij me kan veroorzaken.

Het proeven en eten van chocola kan zoveel in me los maken.

Ik ben een energetisch wezen, dat alles op voelen doet. Al mijn zintuigen zijn wakker.

Daardoor kan ik ook intens genieten van iedere vlinder die voorbij fladdert en de structuur op een blaadje, die tot in de perfectie door gaat.

Ik sta altijd aan en neem het leven vol in me op.

Dit is wat mij ongekende vreugde geeft.

Maar zoals ik al zei, geeft dit tijdelijke vreugde.

Ook het hebben van een geweldige dag met een vriend of een inspirerende avond met een vriendin. Alles houdt op een gegeven moment weer op en dan stopt de fullfillment.

Ik ben nu echt tot het besef gekomen, dat dingen waar ik mijn hele leven naar heb verlangd.

Of het nu seks is, die partner, of die klim en zipline-ervaring, of dat orgasme, die vakanties, dat geld of die geweldige reviews.

Alles geeft tijdelijk een vervulling.

De echte vervulling zit hem in het contact met Divine.

Ja daar is waar de echte vervulling zit.

Ik kan er ieder moment naar terug.

Het is er altijd.

Het voelt altijd fijn en vervullend.

Het geeft me vreugde en immense liefde.

Het is stabiel en eeuwig.

Dit is de liefde waar ik altijd naar op zoek was.

Dit is de vervulling en het gelukkig zijn, dat ik dacht te vinden in die uiterlijke fysieke dingen.

Dit is wat ik eerder zocht in partners, vrienden, geld, eten, drugs, reviews en seks.

Ook al vervul je je grootste dromen op de wereld. Zolang je op dat moment niet vervuld bent en Connected met Divine, zal je daar geen echte blijvende vreugde en vervulling uit halen.

Dit is iets wat me op dit moment verdrietig maakt op een niet leuke manier en tegelijkertijd op een wel positieve manier.

Hetgeen wat verdrietig maakt, is het ego. Het ego dat sterft, want het verlangt naar alles en wil van alles. En nu verlangt het niets meer in de buitenwereld, want het weet en heeft het ook echt gevoeld, dat niets buiten hen dit kan vervullen.

Het emotionele wat positief is en vanuit geluk huilt, is dat het ego sterft en ik de immense liefde voor Divine voel. Deze liefde is er altijd en kan ik altijd naar toe.

Het is eeuwig en wie ik ben.

Deze Divine Liefde is niet te bevatten in woorden.

Het is een allesomvattende Liefde. Het is Alles. Het geeft me zo extreem veel vreugde als ik er ook maar ff op intap. Het is gewoon alles wat een ieder kan verlangen. Het is allesvullend.

Geen een sekservaring of big moneyervaring kan dit vervangen.

Maar een geweldige sekservaring of geld in het leven is wel belangrijk voor me, want naast Spirit ben ik ook human en hier voor de menselijke ervaring.

Ik ben een Ziel met een menselijke ervaring en hier om te ervaren, vreugde te beleven en om te groeien.

Dus hoe combineer ik die twee nu?

Deze geweldige diepe inzichten geven mij nu het besef van dat ik moet genieten van ieder moment voor zolang het duurt.

En in dat moment, door volledig met al mijn zintuigen wakker te zijn, en dat zijn er voor mij zes, want ook mijn zesde zintuig is heel actief.

Zodat ik volledig iedere ervaring helemaal in me op kan nemen. En door volledig bewust en dus meditatief in ieder moment te zijn, ben ik volledig één met Divine.

Zo kan ik die Pure immense Vreugde en Liefde voelen terwijl ik ga zitten en mediteer en ook terwijl ik actief alle fysieke ervaringen ervaar.

Dit is ultieme verlichting en dit is waarom we hier zijn.

Dit is ultieme vervulling op alle gebieden in je leven en met name in jou.

Dit is fysiek, mentaal, emotioneel en spiritueel in balans zijn.

Dit is eenheid en het leven leven zoals het bedoeld is.

Seks als het ultieme genot?

Nee, Je connectie met Divine en Divine Liefde in het Moment is het ultieme genot!

En dan kan je seksuele ervaring en alles daarna en ervoor ook de Hemel op Aarde zijn.

Dan is een tijdelijk iets, eeuwigheid geworden.

Ja, dat is waarom we hier zijn.

Love,

Jamie

Kun jij wel wat hulp gebruiken met mediteren of puur met meer vreugde en vervulling ervaren in je leven? Ben je er klaar voor om een wakker leven te leiden? Een leven waar lijden steeds meer op de achtergrond raakt. Een leven waarin je volledig aan staat in het moment, waarin je één kan zijn in een relatie met een ander, een leven waarin je alles tot in al je zintuigen helemaal ervaart? Dan ben je bij mij zeker op de juiste plek. Stuur een email naar jamievousten@gmail.com en dan bekijken we samen hoe we unieke jou het allerbeste kunnen helpen.