Wow, so much happened the last months!!

Things went fastests ever!!!

It started when I choose to completely surrender my life to Divine.

I always believed that Divine and your Higher Self knows what is best for you.

So when you give your life to Divine, It will lead you.

Its like a child holding hands with their parents to guide them anywhere.

The ego, personal self think it knows better and wants to do it by itself.

Then comes the struggle and pain and suffering.

The moment you let go and completely surrender, everything will change.

Everything will!

So a couple of months ago, I did not know what to do with my life. I was searching and fearfull and insecure. It was a moment of chaos again. This always happens before the big positive changes.

But then I thought now is the moment to completely surrender to Divine and it changed everything.

I jumped into the deep unknown.

Before I surrendered to Divine but sometimes I didn’t.

It changed when I surrendered completely.

I trusted the Divine Masterplan and asked Divine in every moment what to do.

I let go of personal self.

I was guided to do readings for people. And at that moment I was doing it sometimes and still had my personal self in it.

But When I was guided to do channelings professionally, I just did it.

I completely trusted that when someone asked for help, I would get the answers to come through.

It was taking a risk and trusting the not knowing.

Then the answers came ofcourse. Very clear.

And after reading after reading, the confidence keep building that Divine will come through and share the truth to help others.

So now a couple of months later I did around 500 readings/channelings or so and people are keep coming back for more, because it resonates.

After I started channeling Divine professionally, I started doing this for friends and family and for myself.

Then more opened up. I could ask Divine everything and get answers.

Then immediatly after that I got guided into the Akashic Records and so much information about most of my past lives came in details.

And after that also in details about my purpose and future. In exact details what is going to happen.

Clear visions started also during daytime, but also in my dreams.

In details Divine is talking to me what I need to do in my dreams about my waking life. Sometimes about things about past lives or about the past in this life. Karma I need to clear or some steps to take.

And mostly things about the now and future, what steps to take.

Everytime I follow these steps it creates even more magic and miracles in my life.

And sometimes these are difficult steps, or from a earthy personal identity perspective difficult, but I still do them. Because I believe Divine knows what is best for me. An example is cutting cords with someone I love but have to let go.

And the evidence, signs, synchronicity and blessings keep coming, so I keep listening to Divine.

I also believe when it feels light it is the truth and when it feels heavy, it isnt. And this all feels light and loving. And also it resonates completely. It is a knowing inside.

So I keep following that.

During the day I keep getting guidance in every moment and also during the nights.

I now know more who I am and why I am here.

There were also a lot of times when I got visitations during the night from the highest lightbeings from other planets, like Pleiadiens and Siriuspeople to help me remembering my purpose here on earth.

This was very special and that is also why I keep doing this. I have to and want to.

After that there was also a lot of clearing from old karma and I did a couple of Shamanic Journeys with Sandra Ingerman and Renee Baribeau. A lot of things happened.

And one time I saw my Spiritanimal in a Shamanic journey and it was a Serpent. And it was amazing and it was spiraling around me. At that moment I thought ‘’huh a snake.’’ I did not get it.

But afterwards I knew it immediatly because I got an Kundalini-awakening. I wrote a blog about it.

This was mega intens but so beautiful.

I still feels amazing and every day I feel it.

Before I got a lot of tantrical orgasms, this went from up to down. I can get it instantly in every moment. There are energy downloads and I call them tantrical orgasms.

But since the kundalini-awakening, I also get energy rushes up/ tantrical orgasms up as I call them. Joe Dispenza calls them Brainorgasms, because they shoot from down up through the spine into the brain and in an instant my brainwaves are in Gamma.

I also can start this consciously every moment. But it is really intens to be in Gamma brainwaves constantly. I can choose to have it when I want.

Then after that I did a method from Drunvalo Melchizedek and I got a Heartorgasm as it called. And then my Pineal Gland activated completely and is always. So my heart is always open now and my third eye always active.

So thats why I now see a lot every day and get so profound information about my past lives, now and future. And also every night in my dreams.

Then even more happened.

And it is now 29 december 2020 and it all started in the end of august 2020. So everything happened really fast in 4 months time.

I am a Certified Emotion Code Practitioner and I released all of my emotional bagage before when I started and removed my heartwall. And I test people and myself with muscle-testing.

A lot of things changed about this.

When I was a kid I always had things going on in my body and all of my life I’ve hade food allergys.

Before, I always  knew it wasn’t good for me after I ate something, because I felt it in my body.

After doing the Emotion Code I could also test it with muscle-testing.

And now, now so much changed, I get it channeled through in my head and heart already if something is good or not. Also for others. And I can feel it with my hands above it.

So all of my sixth senses are fully working together to read and feel something. And I believe and feel it is still growing.

Then more things changed extremely.

Divine woke me up one night in the middle of the night and said that I had to write.

So I asked, ‘’Huh, what do I need to write then?’’ And It said ‘’Automatic writing’’’.

And I’ve had visions of that and knew that one time I would do it, but did not do it yet.

Then I took some paper and pen and waited. And in an instant my hand started writing and the words came.

In a couple of minutes I wrote a Love Poem. I was completely flabbergasted. It said, that I had to go on and write more.

That night I wrote 4 lovepoems. It was beautiful and so profound. It was magic.

This was the start of the automatic writing of my book that I am almost every night writing. Only when Divine wakes me up. I never set a alarm.

I know that I am guided always, so I completely surrender to Divine.

That first night I went back to bed and something extreme happened. I won’t go into that here.

But the poems I’ve written were exactly the words, the advice of Divine that I needed that night.

This was the start of Divine giving me messages through automatic writing.

Then after a while in another vision, I saw I was also going to do automatic speaking and that I had to record it on camera and share it.

Automatic speaking is channeling. And I channel Divine. I got the message from the beginning that I will only channel Divine and my Higher Self and no other beings.

And for me channeling is more a conversation when someone asks me questions and channel the answers. And automatic speaking is more the same for me as automatic writing. No one is asking. Divine is channeling messages through me.

So I feel amazingly blessed to be guided always. I truly believe that Divine knows best for me, so I lay my hands in Divine.

And I still feel and believe that this is just the beginning. I feel that really strongly. So I know that still a lot of things are going to happen.

But I won’t choose fear. I choose love. I believe that Divine will carry me, guide me through everything that is happening.

So that I can live my purpose fully, be of service fully.

To be the Light of Love.

To Create Heaven on earth!

So be it!

I always said and knew that the year 2020 would be a year of transformation and in combination that I was 33 years old(numbers fascinate me and also talk to me a lot), would be a magical combination and that it would be amazing.

And it is.

And I believe that everything will be better each day. Every year will be a better year.

For me the year 2020 was the best year of my life.

I am the happiest ever!

And believe that it will become even more greater and magical and fantastic.

So year 2021 and the rest that is coming, I AM READY!!

Thank you for all the amazing magical years coming.

I am just getting started.

This is just the beginning!

So be it!!!!

I just now remembered that before everything started I wrote about earlier here, is that I started communicating with my Angels and Ascended Masters a lot more. So even that opened up much more.

I now know which Guardian Angels are always with me and what Spiritguide is always near me, around me to guide, help me and protect me.

This all helped me a lot, going through a lot of new things happening so that I felt safe and loved in every moment.

I wish you to a magical life full of blessing!

And I believe it will happen when you completely surrender to Divine. But you always have a choice. That is the Free will you have.

So what do you choose?

Much love,

Jamie

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Then the Kundalini awakening started

And it was just the beginning. This happened couple of months ago.

Painted this right after the Kundalini Awakening. This is what is felt for me

In the morning I did a shamanic journey. This is a journey done by a Shaman.

The evening before I already did my first shamanic jouney.

In both journeys there came an Animal Spirit with a message for me.

The first one was ladybug and the next journey in the morning was a serpent.

I will explain here more about the serpent journey.

The Animal Spirit Serpent showed itself to me. And first I thought, a snake? Ok.

Then I surrendered and the serpent spiraled around my body.

It gave me a safe feeling. Letting me know that I was save.

After the journey I meditated and channeled on the meaning of the Serpent. The serpent had the message of shedding the old skin and of wisdom and transformation and transmutation.

And this message came after I did a lot of healing this week.

I completely felt resonance with shedding the old skin, because I was removing and releasing a lot of old stuff.

After the shamanic journey I was guided towards an Emotion Code session.

Because I can do it myself as a Certified Emotion Code Practitioner I already released everything, what my subconscious wanted to release.

Now it was months ago since I had trapped emotions to release.

But after the journey there were a couple of preconceptional and inherited emotions to release. I released them all.

After that I always have to move my body. You release a lot of energy in your body from the trapped emotions. So now the energy has to set again.

So I put some music on and danced. I always do a sort of exctatic dance, where I move my body as the way my body wants to move to the music and ritm. And it always frees your body completey.

Then I went to meditate and asked  what the next right step to take is.

For months now I totally surrendered to Divine. I ask every moment what is best to do then. I ask for guidance and follow that guidance.

The Personal Identity self is put away and completely surrendered to the Higher Self, to Divine, to what is Divine’s Masterplan for me.

Then I was guided to do a cardreading.

I’ve got the cards ‘’Initiation’’ and ‘’awakening’’. And right after I’ve read the meaning of the cards, where it was about Kundalini awakening, it started in my body. In the cards said to put the hand on your heart and read the text out loud ‘’I am ready for the kundalini energy to rise up in my body.’’

And I felt it immediatly. It began.

It was like I never felt before.

Normally I talk about getting tantrical orgasms the whole time, also called energy rushes. But they come from the head, crownchakra and then down.

And this came from the rootchakra upwards. It came in shifts, in energyrushes up and in shocks. There was also a moment when very slowly a warm tingling feeling came up from the spine up. But It stopped around the heart /shouldersarea.

It lasted a while, the orgastic moments. The energy rushes came again and again and filled my whole body up in the spine till the crownchakra.

Everything was warm and I felt my crownchakra fully open. The same when I do channelings and meditating.

After a while I got dizzy in the head and I felt completely energized. But so much energized that I got fired up and got heart palpiltations, shortness of breaths and tightness.

And after I while I got so hot. My neck and head looked like on fire.

The rest of the day my body felt weird. Also tired.

It felt like a lot happened in my body. It was a lot to take in.

I went to bed really early in the evening.

This all was just the beginning!!

And I know why it stopped, because right after it, I had to go outside and pick my little girl from Preschool. So my mind was,  ‘’shit I have to go now.’’

I asked guidance if I could stand up, but I get keeping no. After a while I could and went outside. I was dizzy and shortness of breath, but I got there in time.

I felt like a took some harddrugs. I had a full energyrush but was out of breath, like I ran a marathon before.

And then I was at school and felt more grounded again.

The next day my guidance told me to dance a lot and sing to move my body. Get the energy moving in my body and also to sing to free up the throatchakra.

Because yesterday the energy stopped at my heartcenter.

After dancing and singing I meditated a lot and nothing happened.

Then I did a shamanic journey again. And in the beginning they said that I have to welcome myself and that I am worthy. So I focussed on that, said that out loud and felt it in my body.

And then the kundalini rised up twice through my whole body up to the crown.

Then the Shamanic journey really began and when the shamanic drums and windwhistle began, the next kundalini rising again through my whole body and up to the crownchakra.

I felt exctatic and High again, but still completely balanced, aligned and grounded. Better then drugs and sexs and whatever. These are other highs. Highs that go so deeply, so intens. So the best of the best. No normal body orgasm or whatever comes near these orgasms. It its like the world is with you. So much power and energy. I can’t describe it. It is heavenly. So much energy and aliveness. So much Love and Joy. It is everything. It is oneness, wholeness, completeness. Everything!!

Wow

And it still is just the beginning!!! I am so ready and feel so blessed!!!!!

After that moment now months later, everyday I have those energyrushes. And mostly just before it happens, I see a vision of the serpent and then the kundalini shoots right up through all chakras again through the crownchakra.

My guidance told me for weeks that I could not workout anymore. So much happened and happening in my body, that I had to take more rest. Still do.

I have a lot of energy, but still I have to take some extra care for my body.

A lot have happened in a short of time.

Much Love,

Jamie

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Sex as the ultimate pleasure!?

Yes, I’ve been thinking that for years.

I don’t know anyone who loves sex more than I do. Even though, of course, I look at it through my own eyes.

But people who know me really know that’s true for me.

I am sex, I breathe sex, I love sex.

Sex can be something heavenly. Something not of this world.

Completely absorbed in the moment, being one together. Awakening all the senses.

That is also why I prefer the tantric form.

Awakening all the senses. From teasing each other and building up that tension over and over again.

First ground yourself and center and focus.

And from there move towards each other. Connect with each other. To be one together.

Yes, I can really enjoy that.

Really being together. Being one together. Totally on and surrendering yourself to the moment, without losing yourself in ways, in the mind or in the other.

This was and has become so important to me.

Without that it is no longer necessary for me.

But ……

Even that doesn’t give me what I really long for anymore.

Over the years I have learned and experienced a lot.

And it has brought me to a point where I realize that everything but also everything in the physical world is a temporary thing.

A temporary, transitory something, which does not give me what I really long for.

I really am someone who lives fully from my senses.

I can really intensely enjoy things I feel, hear, taste, smell and see.

For me, music really unleashes things in me that go so deep. That’s how intensely I can enjoy them. I not only hear the music, I feel the music. I feel every vibration in my body and even that can release a sort of orgasm in me.

This is because I am such a sentient being and feel the energy of everything.

I can optimally enjoy a wonderful smell. From essential oils in my house or in the spa, or from cycling behind a man with a delicious aftershave.

Yes really, that can make me so wild.

Or from a tantric experience, where every touch in the moment and in connection can be felt deep into my Soul.

Or walking in nature, where feeling and seeing all that beauty can really cause a tantric orgasm in me.

Or really tasting and enjoying a piece of chocolate.

I am an energetic being that does everything by feeling. All my senses are awake.

Because of this I can also intensely enjoy every butterfly that flutters by and the structure on a leaf that goes on to perfection.

I am always on and absorb life to the fullest.

This is what gives me unprecedented joy.

But as I said, this gives temporary joy.

Also having a great day with a friend or an inspiring evening with a friend. Everything stops at some point and then the fullfillment stops.

I’ve really come to realize now, that things I’ve longed for all my life.

Whether it’s sex, that partner, or that climb and zipline experience, or that orgasm, those vacations, that money, or those amazing reviews.

Everything gives a temporary fulfillment.

The real fulfillment lies in the contact with Divine.

Yes, that’s where the real fulfillment is.

I can go back to it any time.

It is always there.

It always feels nice and fulfilling.

It gives me joy and immense love.

It is stable and eternal.

This is the love I was always looking for.

This is the fulfillment and the happiness I thought I would find in those outer physical things.

This is what I was looking for in partners, friends, money, food, drugs, reviews and sex.

Even if you are fulfilling your greatest dreams in the world. As long as you are not fulfilled at that moment and Connected with Divine, you won’t get any real lasting joy and fulfillment out of it.

This is something that makes me emotional at the moment in a sad way and at the same time in a positive way.

What makes me sad is the ego. The ego that is dying, because it longs for everything and wants everything. And now it longs for nothing anymore in the outside world, because it knows and has really felt, that nothing outside of them can fulfill this.

The emotional thing that is positive and cries out of happiness, is that the ego dies and I feel the immense love for Divine. This love is always there and I can always go.

It is eternal and who I am.

This Divine Love is incomprehensible in words.

It is an all-encompassing Love. It is Everything. It gives me so much extreme joy when I even step on it. It is simply everything that anyone can desire. It is all-filling.

No sex experience or big money experience can replace it.

But a great sex experience or big money experience in life is important to me, because next to Spirit I am also human and here for the human experience.

I am a Soul with a human experience and here to experience, to experience joy and to grow.

So how do I combine the two now?

These amazing deep insights now give me the realization that I must enjoy every moment for as long as it lasts.

And in that moment, by being fully awake with all my senses. And by being fully conscious and thus meditative in every moment, I am completely one with Divine.

This way I can feel that Pure immense Joy and Love as I sit down and meditate and also as I actively experience all physical experiences.

This is ultimate enlightenment and this is why we are here.

This is ultimate fulfillment in all areas of your life and especially in you.

This is being physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually balanced.

This is oneness and living life as it is meant to be.

Sex as the ultimate pleasure?

No, your connection to Divine and Divine Love in the Moment is the ultimate pleasure!

And then your sexual experience and everything after it and before it can be Heaven on Earth.

Then something temporary, becomes an eternity.

Yes, that is why we are here.

Love,

Jamie

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Seks als het ultieme genot!?

Ja, dat heb ik jarenlang gedacht.

Ik ken niemand die meer van seks houdt dan ik. Ook al bekijk ik dat natuurlijk door mijn eigen bril.

Maar mensen die mij kennen, weten ook echt dat dat waar is voor mij.

Ik ben seks, ik adem seks, ik hou van seks.

Seks kan iets hemels zijn. Iets van niet van deze wereld.

Het volledig opgaan in het moment, samen één zijn. Alle zintuigen wakker.

Dat is ook waarom ik de tantrische vorm prefereer.

Alle zintuigen wakker maken. Het elkaar teasen en steeds weer die spanning verder opbouwen.

Eerst jezelf gronden en centeren.

En vanuit daar naar elkaar toe bewegen. Met elkaar verbinden. Samen één zijn.

Ja daar kan ik echt vol van genieten.

Echt samen zijn. Samen één. Helemaal aan staan en jezelf over geven aan het moment, zonder jezelf te verliezen in maniertjes, in de mind of in de ander.

Dit was en is voor mij zo belangrijk geworden.

Zonder dat hoeft het voor mij niet meer.

Maar ……

Zelfs dat geeft me niet meer waar ik eigenlijk naar verlang.

Ik heb door de jaren heen veel mogen leren en ervaren.

En het heeft me nu op een punt laten komen, waarin ik besef dat alles maar ook alles in de fysieke wereld een tijdelijk iets is.

Een tijdelijk, vergankelijk iets, wat me niet geeft waar ik echt naar verlang.

Ik ben echt iemand die vol leeft vanuit mijn zintuigen.

Ik kan echt intens genieten van dingen die ik voel, hoor, proef, ruik en zie.

Muziek maakt voor mij echt dingen in me los, die zo diep gaan. Zo intens kan ik ervan genieten. Ik hoor de muziek niet alleen, ik voel de muziek. Ik voel iedere vibratie in mijn lichaam en zelfs dat kan al een soort orgasme in me los maken.

Dit doordat ik zo’n voelend wezen ben en de energie van alles voel.

Ik kan optimaal genieten van een heerlijke geur. Van etherische oliën in mijn huis of in de spa, of van het fietsen achter een man met een heerlijke aftershave.

Ja echt daar kan ik zo wild van worden.

Of van een tantrische ervaring, waarbij iedere aanraking in het moment en in verbinding, diep tot in mijn Ziel voelbaar is.

Of het wandelen in de natuur, waarbij het voelen en het zien van al dat moois, ook echt al een tantrisch orgasme bij me kan veroorzaken.

Het proeven en eten van chocola kan zoveel in me los maken.

Ik ben een energetisch wezen, dat alles op voelen doet. Al mijn zintuigen zijn wakker.

Daardoor kan ik ook intens genieten van iedere vlinder die voorbij fladdert en de structuur op een blaadje, die tot in de perfectie door gaat.

Ik sta altijd aan en neem het leven vol in me op.

Dit is wat mij ongekende vreugde geeft.

Maar zoals ik al zei, geeft dit tijdelijke vreugde.

Ook het hebben van een geweldige dag met een vriend of een inspirerende avond met een vriendin. Alles houdt op een gegeven moment weer op en dan stopt de fullfillment.

Ik ben nu echt tot het besef gekomen, dat dingen waar ik mijn hele leven naar heb verlangd.

Of het nu seks is, die partner, of die klim en zipline-ervaring, of dat orgasme, die vakanties, dat geld of die geweldige reviews.

Alles geeft tijdelijk een vervulling.

De echte vervulling zit hem in het contact met Divine.

Ja daar is waar de echte vervulling zit.

Ik kan er ieder moment naar terug.

Het is er altijd.

Het voelt altijd fijn en vervullend.

Het geeft me vreugde en immense liefde.

Het is stabiel en eeuwig.

Dit is de liefde waar ik altijd naar op zoek was.

Dit is de vervulling en het gelukkig zijn, dat ik dacht te vinden in die uiterlijke fysieke dingen.

Dit is wat ik eerder zocht in partners, vrienden, geld, eten, drugs, reviews en seks.

Ook al vervul je je grootste dromen op de wereld. Zolang je op dat moment niet vervuld bent en Connected met Divine, zal je daar geen echte blijvende vreugde en vervulling uit halen.

Dit is iets wat me op dit moment verdrietig maakt op een niet leuke manier en tegelijkertijd op een wel positieve manier.

Hetgeen wat verdrietig maakt, is het ego. Het ego dat sterft, want het verlangt naar alles en wil van alles. En nu verlangt het niets meer in de buitenwereld, want het weet en heeft het ook echt gevoeld, dat niets buiten hen dit kan vervullen.

Het emotionele wat positief is en vanuit geluk huilt, is dat het ego sterft en ik de immense liefde voor Divine voel. Deze liefde is er altijd en kan ik altijd naar toe.

Het is eeuwig en wie ik ben.

Deze Divine Liefde is niet te bevatten in woorden.

Het is een allesomvattende Liefde. Het is Alles. Het geeft me zo extreem veel vreugde als ik er ook maar ff op intap. Het is gewoon alles wat een ieder kan verlangen. Het is allesvullend.

Geen een sekservaring of big moneyervaring kan dit vervangen.

Maar een geweldige sekservaring of geld in het leven is wel belangrijk voor me, want naast Spirit ben ik ook human en hier voor de menselijke ervaring.

Ik ben een Ziel met een menselijke ervaring en hier om te ervaren, vreugde te beleven en om te groeien.

Dus hoe combineer ik die twee nu?

Deze geweldige diepe inzichten geven mij nu het besef van dat ik moet genieten van ieder moment voor zolang het duurt.

En in dat moment, door volledig met al mijn zintuigen wakker te zijn, en dat zijn er voor mij zes, want ook mijn zesde zintuig is heel actief.

Zodat ik volledig iedere ervaring helemaal in me op kan nemen. En door volledig bewust en dus meditatief in ieder moment te zijn, ben ik volledig één met Divine.

Zo kan ik die Pure immense Vreugde en Liefde voelen terwijl ik ga zitten en mediteer en ook terwijl ik actief alle fysieke ervaringen ervaar.

Dit is ultieme verlichting en dit is waarom we hier zijn.

Dit is ultieme vervulling op alle gebieden in je leven en met name in jou.

Dit is fysiek, mentaal, emotioneel en spiritueel in balans zijn.

Dit is eenheid en het leven leven zoals het bedoeld is.

Seks als het ultieme genot?

Nee, Je connectie met Divine en Divine Liefde in het Moment is het ultieme genot!

En dan kan je seksuele ervaring en alles daarna en ervoor ook de Hemel op Aarde zijn.

Dan is een tijdelijk iets, eeuwigheid geworden.

Ja, dat is waarom we hier zijn.

Love,

Jamie

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